International Women’s Day and how some people don’t care


I live in a nice area of Melbourne. Nice in the way I mean that ugly things don’t happen here in out in public. It’s a million dollar suburb, and a million dollars buys your privacy and silence. That was until last Thursday night.

The shouting started before I went to bed. I was tired. I ignored it. The shouting between a man and a woman. They sounded young. Just a couple fighting, I thought. Then the shouting became louder, and more intense. It was hard to make out the words as they passed our fence. We have a big fence. Most of the houses here have the same fences. It’s that old privacy thing again. The yelling continued down the road until it was out of earshot, so I rolled over in bed and slept.

I was awoken an hour later by the same yelling. The venom in his voice shot a chill through me. He called her a cunt, a waste of space, an idiot, a whore. According to him she couldn’t do anything right, she should just fuck off. The hatred was pure and her despair was evident. I sat up in bed and listened and then they disappeared again.

I was drifting off to sleep again when I heard the crying. The deep guttural sobbing. I flew out of bed, and my husband climbed our fence, made to keep out moments like this, and asked if she was okay. She wasn’t. She had all her worldly possessions with her in a single suitcase and was wearing only one shoe.

I opened the gate and stepped into the battlefield. I wasn’t wearing any shoes, just a yellow nightgown. I sat with her. I was cold. I tried to help her. I offered to ring someone to come and get her. She had no one and nowhere to go, she claimed. She had left him, she stated bravely but I knew she would return. According to statistics, it takes at least nine times for this to happen until the cycle is over. The cat with nine lives, I think.

And then I saw him, walking down the street, carrying a set of crutches in his hand like a weapon. His mate arrived in a car and demanded she get in. She refused. The crutches were for her, I realised, as she tried to hobble up the street with her suitcase. He had taken away everything from her, including her ability to walk.

He looked at her disdainfully, and apologised to me for her behaviour. I didn’t know what to say. He scared me. I rang the police. My husband watched to ensure the men didn’t hurt her as she argued with them. Then the fighting escalated. I rang the police again. They were on their way, I was told.

I felt sick. She was young. Too much makeup but pretty underneath the war paint. He was short and wiry, like a terrier. I wanted so much more for her at that moment than she had ever wanted for herself.

The police arrived. I retreated to the safety of my bunker and my husband and I lay in bed and wondered about her. The anger in the man bought back the traumatic memories of witnessing violence in my husband’s childhood. The despair in the girl bought back my anger at women who lose themselves to men because they are afraid of their tempers, their reaction and sometimes their fists.

And then my anger grew as I realised not one person on the street where I lived had come to help her. Not one. Not a light had turned on. Not a curtain had twitched. People didn’t want to know. I was disgusted with my neighborhood. I was disgusted with the people I lived next door to. When my dog was killed on the road last year, the screams of my children bought out the street in droves. People came to see if we were ok. Cards were dropped in the mailbox.

When a young girl is weeping on the pavement, does she not deserve the same care?

Denial is the food that abuse survives on.  Physical, mental, verbal and emotional. Denial by her for the times it has happened before, denial by him, and denial by the community that ignored her.

I think about the murder in Melbourne a few years ago when a heroic man tried to save a girl who was being abused in a busy street. He was shot for trying to help and died. I know my husband would have tried to help if he was there. Maybe even I would have, I know I would have at least called the police. Or the woman who was stabbed and burned alive at a petrol station by her husband and a bystander (off duty policeman) recording it as ‘evidence’ on their phone instead of trying to help.

The sad fact is that abuse is all around us with the people we know and love. Maybe their fences are high and we can’t see in but this doesn’t mean it isn’t happening.

Denial does not stop abuse.

I thought about the young, shoeless girl outside my house. I always hoped that someone would help my daughter or nieces if they were in trouble. I felt let down by the world.

On this International Women’s Day I send out a prayer for people to help other women in crisis. That abuse will no longer be a taboo subject. That victims will come forward and allow conversations to start. Solutions to be found. Healing to happen.

Be brave. Stand up. Look over your fence.

*This post first appeared in 2012. It’s still relevant now, and sadly, will still be relevant for a long time.


12 thoughts on “International Women’s Day and how some people don’t care”

  1. We live in a quiet street too. There us an old house just over .& up from us with a revolving door of tenants. The latest is a family. 3 kids – and their mum with an abusive boyfriend/father. He swears a lot. He shouts a lot. It escalates quickly & we call the police. He goes. She takes him back. I feel sick for the kids. It’s a cycle that takes only a few weeks to repeat. Hard to interfere. Hard not to. I wish she knew how to have a better life.

  2. What a beautiful post, Kate. You’re right, there are so many who don’t step outside their lives to help others when they need it. Thank God there are people like you who do. And whilst you might be disgusted with those that didn’t help, you should be proud of yourself that you did. I know I am xo

  3. I tried to help once, twice, and yet she kept going back. I will never understand it. Thank goodness for the brave few like you who were willing to help a stranger.

  4. I was so upset by this post, I could almost see the poor girl I remembered domestic violence from my childhood from both my father and step-father and back then police were always reluctant to get involved with domestic violence. In those days a policeman would turn up on a bike, no fast cars or mobile phones. I can still remember standing outside cringing in fear and too afraid to go inside and the embarrasment of having to go to a neighbour to get them to ring the police as we never had a phone in our house and very few people did. This post really brought a tear to my eye.

    1. I’m so sorry that was your experience Georgina. I’m also sorry if this post upset you, but I am grateful you read it. I’m sure the girl would be grateful people care, also. xxx

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